Iain finally came home. Hence my lack of blogging! I've been living at my cousins for two weeks because of the lack of space in my house. Tomoorrow I'll finally get my  room back! my sweet precious room!

However, I'll miss my little beautiful nephew!

At first he was only 4 pounds!

now hes..... 7 pounds!!!!! He's now 3 weeks now and he's massive!

This is my wonderful father, and my wonderful nephew. They both look so alike! But apparantly he looks like me when he screws up his face and farts. And I'm not talking about the baby.

I've grown much closer to my father. We went on a walk together with the baby, and it was such a beautiful day. I was tired and ill, but I wanted to go out anyways. I think he misses me not living there anymore. Infact, he put up another photo of me in my parents bedroom. I'm 5 in the photo and I'm his double!

Cupcaaaaaaaakes! i love cupcakes. cupcakes cupcakes cupcakes! coffee ones too :) I know I shouldn't eat them but they are so damn good! I want more! nomnomnom

This is my beautiful sister and nephew. I love them both so much, but claire wont let me hug her. Infact, the last time I hugged her, I caught her vicious cold and spent a day in bed suffering :(

I live on a small island, and the first chinese just opened! A chinese resturant, on an island with the population of 2,000 people! Then again, tourism brings over a million people to the island! However, the wait was forever, but the food was, no joke, amazing. It was beautiful! I couldn't finish it because there was so much and so good. This photo is the imperial starter, the prawn toast is amazing.

This is me, Mary-Jean and a friend (i.e I cannot remember her name!) Mary-Jean is on the left and she is the best aunty in the world. I love her so much, I cant actually explain it. She has MS, and is currently still mobile, but one day she will be wheel chair bound. Nothing could ever stop me from loving her, she is so amazing, its unreal.

My aunty jeanette came to Mull. She is an energetic, amazing, outload. Spontenious and partypartyparty! Complete opposite to my mother! Ha! :P

We went for a 3 hour walk and she taught me how to make my hair look like this! ^^^ she's different and hilarious, god I love her.

Oh and she illegally bought me some Pear Cider. Oh yeah.

I said lets go for a walk! And then he moaned, cause we always argue on walks. But so what, it gets us talking...

The walk  was good, he said he had fun.... really...

As I'm uploading this, Charlie is sat on my lap, purring and nudging me. Yes, I love this cat a lil too much. But everyone has had a pet where they are so close to it. If charlie died, I think  I would die inside.

Went camping, but ofcourse, mother being the evil woman she is, wasnt keen. Mum doesnt "trust" the people around me. Proper bullshit.

I bought my sister unborn child converses!!! Now we can match : ]

I cant wait for my sister to be an aunty. I love kids so much, and I was so happy when she called me and said "hannah, I'm pregnant!" I was so so so excited!!!

Now, this child is gonna be spoiled rotten by me! Cause its gonna love me more than my other sister, cause I will be the cool aunty. totally.

Routine Check

The best weather comes on the days when you need to stay inside, with a book in one hand and making notes with the other. Over the past week and a bit, I have been failing to intentively study at large ammounts. At the most, I've been doing 2 to 3 hours a day, when really I need to be maintaining something like 5. Yes, that seems pretty damn alot, but I'm a studen that NEEDS at least four B's at Higher. No joke, this is the time of my life where I have to put down the gameboy, put down that magizine, put down my mobile and log off facebook, to create a career for myself. End of.

I'm probably the worst person to be keeping focused, in fact, my "special needs" say my short-term memory ( Yes, I suffer from short-term memory loss...) means I get easily destracted. I need to be amused, people, I need to be gripped by what is being told to me.

I.e. When serving a customer at work, I accidently ask them if they would like a bag twice, because I usually forget I asked them already once before.

So, thats my dilema. Now, back to studying, I really need to focus on what I'm doing...

It has been a long time, as my computer caught a virus (yeeep!)
So here is a collection of photos.

Hey guys. Think I am gonna have to pimp out my layout soon, as it is in need for some desperate design!

Well, news of my life. I succeeded in my 40 days and 40 nights without fashbook. It was intense, everyone kept going "oh did you see my photo on fac-" pause "oh wait, your not on anymore."
Not on?
Just because I wasn't on facebook doesnt mean I wasn't "on". But then again, my social life did turn off.
Yes, indeed I did just answer my own question!

Also, the man, the fro, the angus, passed his driving test. Boom - free rides (in a car, just to clarify)

Most of my photos, that i take, are of this boy. Get out of my shot!!! Jokes, the camera loves him!

I think the fro does it, and I think he should cut his hair. But i love the fro. I cannot decide, cause its fun to straighten it (gay, I know) but also I wanna see his face!!!

Mum said to me "He's awfully good looking once you look underneath his hair."

It was a fun day. We made easter eggs, spelt retard on it, and gave it to jamie. He loved it...

Also, we turned up at calgary, got some shells, started to rain, ran back to the car, put our seatbelt on, then the clouds and rain are gone and the sun comes out. great, thanks nature, thanks for being on our side.

Its called sweet irony. sweet fricken irony.

Basically, I've got an interview on the 3rd and I am so excited!

This is a photo of me and the Mister, Charlie boy. I had just got a hair cut and he couldn't keep his paws off me!

Jokes, I aint no animal perv.

Anywho, life is changing fast, I'm so scared. Its insane.

Also, gonna make easter eggs with my boyfriend tomorrow. Aweeeeesome.

When you hear about teenagers, they say they have easy lifes.
WRONG
so, so very wrong.
All I do is sleep, eat, study and poop! My only "me" time is when I'm on my laptop : [  It's not a way to life.

Now here is the thing. I'm currently in high school but will be venturing out into the world as an adult in maybe 5 months time. I know thats a while away, but my exams will fly by and so will summer.
I have many worries, cause I over think all the time
1) I will be an adult... I will no longer be a child. That sucks
2) I will be independant and will have to pay for EVERYTHING. Like, I cannot call up on mother and father and be like "I need this.... please pay for it!" Thats not right, I need to just get out their and be an independant girl, but it frightens me.
3) I will be leaving my home a year early than expected, my friends will be left behind and so will my family


Inside, I am dying a lil. At this thought. What happens if its not worth it? What happens if I change my mind.
Who knows, I might aswell dive into the darkness....